Where the winds take me 🍃

Frankly, I currently operate as a single team - taking care of the content, editing reels (on my social profiles), building my world bit by bit,

which I once only dreamt about,

or, could have never thought was achievable.

I am really grateful for having received the opportunity to live my vision which my younger version only imagined, once upon a time.

An inspiration once quoted: there is nothing wrong with daydreaming, for only if you dream would you know what you are capable of, and are heading towards. 💛

Being stuck in a regular job, for years, did not allow me to enlive this and I believed that was the life I was meant to live, and all what it had to offer me.

But I was wrong.

Life always had a purpose. 💛💛

And I realised it the hard way, when I was leaving behind a toxic relationship of years, that managed to take away almost everything from me, but not 'me' and what truly belongs to me.

Leaving behind places including one, a month back, that did not really honor authenticity nor creativity; gave me the leverage to come back to that purpose, which kept calling me, yet I always ran away from,

because,

I was living a fake life, that which I thought was 'reality'.

Of course, it was 'tough reality' that came with bitter experiences (although, I love eating bitter gourds);

presenting me with lessons which otherwise I would have never learnt. Perhaps, I might have never drawn close to such occurrences, had my environment been supportive enough.

Wanted to pursue additional degrees in Law, Human Science and Psychology in particular, ’cause reading minds was one of my favorite pastime and I was pretty good at it when I was a child,

but as my adult-self got churned into mundane routines and relationships that did not serve me right, I was slowly moving away from my self,

from who I truly am,

parting with my innate gifts, was loosing my abilities and even access to my own self in the process.

However, I sustained.

Today, I am more than grateful to my life, to the Divine whom I trust in, for where I stand,

for being able to survive through hardships and face unforseen storms.

My biggest storms hit even before I had reached my 30s, and life took a complete spiral later that I never ever had imagined to have.

But to have had the courage to leave such spaces, with faith of being led into my path, the right way,

I am much peaceful that I am no longer ignoring myself or have to, for something else.

I'm at the right place now, with myself, and what

I always have enjoyed doing... 💛💛💛✨