Dodgeball

Wondering if I survived from the last time?!

Yes, the huge dust storm for two days and a half passed;

once it left, everything fell silent again.

Washing it off my face and getting back to my calmer self I realised, the biggest storms passed way back already, that I navigated once all, by myself.

Back then, things were quite tumultous and took me by suprise that I wasn't expecting;

but who doesn't like surprises (pun intended)!

Well these are little storms that come once a while and leave us a little higgledy-piggledy, gets in our way to see the next course of action but,

only for a short while. Perhaps, the natural instinct to protect our loved ones during a chaotic situation kicks in, causing us to behave panicky at times.

But these are grounds that shake us up,  to test our resilience, our strength and what we learn for them. Honestly, also never knew that 'Dodgeball' would turn out to be my favourite game. 😅

Came across a video days apart, where  someone spoke of earthlings being pushed into extreme harsh situations, and it did feel better finding it. 💌

Sometimes motivation comes in random ways to remind you are not alone.

During such times we may act impulsively and there is often a tendency to reach out and seek comfort in what or whom we know well,

is factually no longer meant for us to cling onto, but leave such spaces that create constant fear and conflict.

So as the lava erupted again creating insecurity, but till we found a place that we could truly call as ours couldn't just allow else's mental agony bother us and so to get out of the nauseating boredom,

I decided a temporary exit into the unknown.

Didn't know I was being called towards the waters, and glad the end-minute plan turned out to be a divine "redirection". 

The journey felt endless, but strangers out of no where poured kindness making it feel easy. 🌸

Kindness doesn't have an address, neither does it know practicality or is "expensive". Hence proved by the helping strangers, who expected nothing in return.

At times our ego comes in the way of seeing and performing what we are meant to.

While pride is still fine, as long as it doesn't hurt others but ego -

this, never really helped anyone.

Some try controlling others lives and are emotionally null, but ever wondered if God was all practical and

calculative - sent humans on Earth without preparing the environment, letting them survive by themselves without nature, lands and everything else. But here we are, imposing conditions into others lives.

May this temporary escape convert into a permanent one and like I quoted earlier, I would rather move where the wind takes me than be stuck in a known rut.

Right now, I am at the altitudes and it feels serenely closer to the Divine. 🙏✨

With this I look forward to days, when it would get all exciting.

And this time, I mean it.

As sometimes enough is enough, isn't it ?!